I’m so in love with how quickly Will makes himself at home in Hannibal’s quarters. Show up without notice, no greeting, shuck your coat and tell him how you fucked up your day, lead the way to his dining table because you don’t need him to tell you where it is, sit at his desk at leisure, pick through his collection of books and flip through pages listlessly, wander around while you speak with him, at him. So unable to sit still, at the first session Hannibal must’ve been so amused to watch him pace around his office chasing his thoughts, running away from them.
Will saw him as an intellectual equal so quickly he seemed to skip the step where they actually became acquainted, not discerning Hannibal’s space from what he would his own office, we are the same, you are like me, you can trust me in your space, and Hannibal gave the impression of lending that trust. Will allowed himself to make Hannibal’s place his second home, where he ran when he wouldn’t go home, where he sought refuge when he couldn’t face himself—but he could face Hannibal. Hannibal could reflect Will back to himself without all the self-hatred that Will couldn’t bear, with a kindness that Will couldn’t afford to give himself.
i thought about why the firefly man will created in secondo had his
hands clasped together in prayer, and it led me to a new realisation of where
exactly i’d seen something like that before -
the angels from coquilles. in coquilles, the angel maker thought he
could sense evil in people and would kill and turn those people into
angels, purifying them in the process.
the
prisoner killed mischa and will delivered justice for that crime
through chiyoh, and elevated him in the process, just like what the
angel maker did to his victims (will would come to be known as the
“lamb of god” who takes away your sins in the red dragon arc). another
reason why the angel maker created the angels was so they’d watch over
him, because he didn’t want to die in his sleep. though
will doesn’t sleep under the firefly man, he spiritually died in mizumono
and references to him being dead are brought up more than a few times
in the first few episodes of season 3. and consider this scene just
before will creates the firefly man -
jack
is in the norman chapel along with pazzi. jack tells pazzi, who asks
him if he’s a believer, “aren’t we all? belief comes with imagination.
we also imagine the possibility that we all live on after death. will
graham died. he was dead. i was dead. we didn’t imagine that”. before he
says this though, he lights a votive candle. votive candles are used as
divine offerings to god, and combined with jack’s words about imagining
the possibility of life after death, we can see will creating the
firefly man as an answer to jack’s prayer, since with this tableau, he
literally created life after death.
how
did will create life after death? when they first meet, chiyoh tells
will the prisoner is only allowed the sound of water like what the
unborn hear. the firefly is the last stage of metamorphosis from the
pupal form, so the prisoner goes from the unborn stage to the mature
adult stage because of will turning him into the firefly. we also see
the prisoner eating snails, which as hannibal tells bedelia in
contorno, is the fuel which the firefly larvae use to transform
themselves into delicate creatures of such beauty.
something chiyoh also says is that will is not allowed to look at the prisoner or speak
to him, saying he’s cast aside the social graces afforded to human
beings by killing mischa. since chiyoh says that the prisoner is
unborn directly after saying this, there is a direct link between the
prisoner not being looked at, or “seen”, and his being
unborn.
“belief comes with imagination”, and what is will known for? his
imagination, his empathy. it’s will’s empathy which allows for the possibility of life after death. will grants his gift of being seen to
the prisoner through his empathy and gives him a rebirth, just like he did with
randall tier who wanted to be seen and who had his becoming when he was
turned into a beast and displayed in the museum. the prisoner lived his whole life in
a dark, damp prison, so with his wings and with the lights reflecting
off of him and around him, will sets him free and gives him what he
couldn’t have in life in death.
not only is the prisoner
reborn, will is as well. will has just created the imago, the flying
insect which is the final stage of transformation which he and hannibal
discussed in mizumono. and think of the journey will undergoes to get to
this point, it occurs entirely through water -
“he’s only allowed the sound of water. it’s what the unborn hear”.
we also see hannibal’s kitchen being flooded with blood in primavera, and a close up of will’s guts in aperitivo, which is compared to a womb in the script, while hannibal embraces him and then stabs him.
will sinks in this bloody water in primavera, and walks on its surface to get to lecter castle in secondo (walking backwards because he’s going backwards in time like when he lets the pendulum swing and recreates a crime scene - he’s recreating mischa’s crime scene, going back to when the teacup first shattered so that he can understand hannibal).
what about jack and his belief that he’s dead though? it’s in aperitivo that jack lets go of bella and puts her to sleep
permanently. bella had told him before that he’s not going to go into
the ground with her, so we can see this as jack beginning to accept that he belongs
to the land of the living. in contorno, he tells hannibal that
after he’s gone, he’ll feel alive, before pushing him out a window.
coming back to the angel maker, the angel maker had cancer and would
make angels to watch over him so that he doesn’t die of cancer in his sleep.
bella directly compares hannibal to a cancer within jack, saying he can
cut out what’s killing him. was jack as successful as the angel maker or
bella in cutting out his cancer
(read: not successful not all)? the evidence suggests so, since in the
red dragon arc he’s again back to his old ways and back to his old
dynamic with will and hannibal, making use of them to solve cases in an
effort to save lives.